Intensity junkie bottom

Oh I couldn’t think the right title for this one. It’s also difficult to think how to properly label it too. When it comes to sex and BDSM, I don’t want one which is lovely, calm, peaceful gentle and soothing. I want….the intensity and sensation which push me to the limit. Not soft. Not sensual.Continue reading “Intensity junkie bottom”

Playing with your /my mind

Mind fuck. Mind play. Can be called something else. Can be called anything. But I haven’t met anyone who can play with my mind as he pleases. Talking to the conscious and unconscious mind. In the state that I’m unconsciously moving and feeling what you want me to do and feel. It’s not easy. IfContinue reading “Playing with your /my mind”

Abduction or being chased?

It’s been one of those days…I just want to put down something in writing to keep my mind busy. I have taken today off work, as I haven’t eaten from last Friday. I couldn’t eat. I need to drink more. Dehydrated. My cats are beside me, one is worrying and one is…..don’t care, he’s justContinue reading “Abduction or being chased?”

Fantasy – Head or tail

“Do you have a coin?” Right after we are back in the hotel room, I saw you take out your wallet from your jacket and look for something. That’s weird, I think opening a bottle of water. Why do you need your wallet and what are you looking for? “Coin?” I ask. What coin? Why?Continue reading “Fantasy – Head or tail”