Oh I couldn’t think the right title for this one. It’s also difficult to think how to properly label it too. When it comes to sex and BDSM, I don’t want one which is lovely, calm, peaceful gentle and soothing. I want….the intensity and sensation which push me to the limit. Not soft. Not sensual.Continue reading “Intensity junkie bottom”
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Second glass
“Do you feel like getting dirty?” you said with that evil smile that I love. “Not yet.” I tease you. I know you can’t wait anymore, and I can see you getting hard, but let’s see if you could hold it for a moment, if you get upset or if you would punish me. “HowContinue reading “Second glass”
Pain
I like impact plays….cane…..crop…..belt…..and finally hands, which I like the most. It makes me excited when I walk to a chair or bed. Scared but aroused. I can feel you watching my every step. I take slow steps, not because I want to. But my brain and my body are telling me something different. I’mContinue reading “Pain”
Playing with your /my mind
Mind fuck. Mind play. Can be called something else. Can be called anything. But I haven’t met anyone who can play with my mind as he pleases. Talking to the conscious and unconscious mind. In the state that I’m unconsciously moving and feeling what you want me to do and feel. It’s not easy. IfContinue reading “Playing with your /my mind”
Abduction or being chased?
It’s been one of those days…I just want to put down something in writing to keep my mind busy. I have taken today off work, as I haven’t eaten from last Friday. I couldn’t eat. I need to drink more. Dehydrated. My cats are beside me, one is worrying and one is…..don’t care, he’s justContinue reading “Abduction or being chased?”
Intensity
Heightened intensity, whether it is from strong pain and impact, or heightened by his light touch, his words, is what I want. To get intensity that I won’t get from everyday life or from vanilla sex.
Hurt me…and abuse me?
I want someone whom I trust and long for to hurt me, physically and emotionally, to the blink of hard limits. That can’t be done by anyone.
Fantasy – Head or tail
“Do you have a coin?” Right after we are back in the hotel room, I saw you take out your wallet from your jacket and look for something. That’s weird, I think opening a bottle of water. Why do you need your wallet and what are you looking for? “Coin?” I ask. What coin? Why?Continue reading “Fantasy – Head or tail”
Fantasy – My wish
You ask me what I want. I say….break me.
Control or connect
A dominant doesn’t control me. A good dominant connects and reads me well.