Dreaming

Just as he hypnotised me…. No, of course, I would’ve done so anyway without hypnosis. I dream about what we played online, his fuck, his BDSM session every night. Because it makes my body hot. I’ve stopped touching myself like I used to. Because I’m crying in my dream. Not from pain or pleasure. I’veContinue reading “Dreaming”

Abduction or being chased?

It’s been one of those days…I just want to put down something in writing to keep my mind busy. I have taken today off work, as I haven’t eaten from last Friday. I couldn’t eat. I need to drink more. Dehydrated. My cats are beside me, one is worrying and one is…..don’t care, he’s justContinue reading “Abduction or being chased?”

Childish and attention seeking

It seems weird that I, as a mature woman, seems to get childish when I am with a dominant – either in person or online. I pride myself on being mature. As I said several times, a problem solver, and analyst. If I take a step back, I see a woman who is just actingContinue reading “Childish and attention seeking”