“Do you feel like getting dirty?” you said with that evil smile that I love. “Not yet.” I tease you. I know you can’t wait anymore, and I can see you getting hard, but let’s see if you could hold it for a moment, if you get upset or if you would punish me. “HowContinue reading “Second glass”
Monthly Archives: April 2022
Do you ‘get’ ‘it’?
I thought I was happy. Good job, relatively good pay. Because I changed careers in my early 30s, I’m slower than others in terms of where I would want to be, at my age. But I’ve asked for and got what I want to go up the corporate ladders in these few years. Certain peopleContinue reading “Do you ‘get’ ‘it’?”
Fine line between consent and non-consent
I wrote an opinion piece about sexual assault, what that does to women and the social issues lying underneath. In my other language and for a major newspaper in that country. It got published yesterday and I know it’s getting a lot of traction on the Internet. I’m happy that it is, but honestly IContinue reading “Fine line between consent and non-consent”
Weirdly wired
I’m an extremely private person. 98% introvert, as my current boss joked. But I was thinking about what I did before. I went to several BDSM/sex parties. And this was instigated by me, not my partner. I dragged him promising different things, which might’ve been fulfilled (may have not). Some were private parties where IContinue reading “Weirdly wired”
Handing control
When I cry at night that I can’t climax, that’s on the top of my list to worry. Because when I wasn’t able to, it made me feel defective. Then, with his help, starting to loosen up my body and my mind, but that came to a sudden halt too. I’m also working too much,Continue reading “Handing control”
Emotion
There are things I can control.There are things I cannot control. I can control my fucking own emotions.I cannot control someone else’s emotions. After we started exchanging messages, I noticed that he was starting to be attracted to me. I’m not saying this to boast about how good I am. Just a mere fact. TwoContinue reading “Emotion”
Encounter
At 10 minutes before the agreed time, I’m standing at the corridor of a hotel. For the hotel security team, I may look suspicious just standing here for so long. So, I keep on looking at my mobile just to make it look like I’m reading something on it. I’m just staring at my screen. Continue reading “Encounter”