“Do you have a coin?”
Right after we are back in the hotel room, I saw you take out your wallet from your jacket and look for something. That’s weird, I think opening a bottle of water. Why do you need your wallet and what are you looking for?
“Coin?” I ask.
What coin? Why?
” Any coin.” You repeat, so with a sigh, I reach for my bag and look for my wallet. Not sure why we need a coin now. It’s a bit irritating. I haven’t paid anything in cash for a while, and I also wonder whether I have any coins in my wallet.
…ok…..found a dollar gold coin.
“Will a dollar do?” I ask and you nod, so I throw it to you. You catch it with a grin. What are you thinking? So weird.
“Let’s play a game, shall we?” you say as you start to walk towards me. I suddenly feel like my mouth has just dried up, even though I have been sipping water.
“Game?” I try to smile. You take my water bottle from me who must be looking confused and put it on a table next to me. You also extend your hand towards me, and I take that hand. I stand up and the next thing I know, I am in your arms. You are holding me tight.
“Yes. A game.” You now have a big smile on your face, just like when you think of something naughty. I try to move my body away from you, but your arms are locking me in.
“…?” I look at you confused and scared. This is not a good sign.
“I’m going to throw a coin. If it’s head, you resist as much as you can. If it’s tail, you take whatever I do.”
“….just curious. Is there a choice for me to say No to playing THAT (f’ing) game?” I ask. Oh yes, I know the answer.
“….” you don’t answer. Just looking at me as if I just asked you the dumbest question on the earth. Of course, this was a dumb question. Why does my mouth sometimes come up with such stupid questions?
Still remaining silent, you flip the coin with your right hand, left arm is still locking me in. The coin drops on the carpet. We both look at the coin.
” …head” I mutter.
“Resist as much as you can. Use the safe word if you need” you smile then push me onto the bed. I lose my balance and am on the bed the next moment, looking up at you.
I resist as much as possible, with all my force, but you easily lock my wrists with your hand, and start peeling off my clothes. I kick, and oops….my high heel hits your thigh. You let out a grunt, but lock my legs with your knees and I now can’t move. Can I bite somewhere….?…..no, probably not. Not now. I don’t think that kick was wise, although it was just an accident. I’m struggling, but of course, it’s almost impossible to move. I know how much you train everyday. The strength of you holding me down, I just love it and for a moment, I forget about our game.
You easily lock my wrists in the handcuffs that are attached to the bed frame. They’re still there from the time before the dinner that we were playing. Damn. Didn’t we put them away?
Having tried resisting, I’m out of breath….I’m not training as much as you are.
Damn….you are looking down at me, and looking satisfied that I resisted with all my force. You look excited. You are watching me thoroughly and checking if I’m ok. Of course I’m Ok. I’m not scared, I smile at you. You smile back.
You go back to pick up the coin. With a smile, you flip the coin again and it lands on the back of your hand.
I’m watching you. Your grin. Ooh….
“It’s head again” you announce, whether it is true or not…I don’t care.
You are back on the bed over me.
“Resist” in a low, coarse voice you say to me, as I just stare at you thinking I just want to kiss you but I can’t move my upper body because of the handcuffs.
…mmmm…..ok……then…..as I try to move the only things that I can move, my legs and try to kick you again, you ,of course, easily hold my ankles and take one of the ropes on the floor. You quickly tie my ankles to my thighs. I’m moving my knees thinking whether I can do any damage to you and resist, but it just seems hopeless. You also take off my shoes, very delicately.
Another coin toss.
“….tail, at last” you tell me. “Do you still remember what you must do?”
“Yes. take anything you do” I say and close my eyes.
“Good girl” You kiss me. At last….I also quietly repeat. I’m not resisting. Why would I? Your hands start to move into my bra and start to twist my already hard nipples.
“mmm………..” I let out a sigh when your mouth moves away from my mouth. My eyes are already waterly. Will your mouth move to my breasts next? Where will your hands move?
You take out the coin again. Flips coin, and hold it on the back of your hand.
“head or tail?” …you ask without checking the coin, looking at me.
….what do I want now?
“…head”, I say. You look surprised.
“Resist coming as long as you can”, you say, without even looking at the coin. Yuck, that ‘resist’?
“Yes, sir”….I smile at you and close my eyes. hands tied and feeling cold handcuffs, my senses are heightened from fighting and kissing, I don’t know how long I can last. I know it’s not going to be long. I just want you to fuck me now.
…and will you punish me if I come too quickly?
You expose my throat and kiss it, so softly. I don’t know how long I last….. I move my knees so that one knee will touch your groin and move it in circles. You stop for a while and look at me surprised.
“…you didn’t say I’m not allowed to do anything, did you?” I say and you let out a big sigh.