So…mind fuck? Anyone?
I used to be a pain slut. Taking anything that the doms inflicted. I think I’ve experienced almost every major BDSM acts once.
Whilst I am still interested in certain impact plays, pains and pleasure, I’m now interested in mind fucks, and a person who will be able to do it.
But what’s that? I don’t think there is a clear definition.
Playing with someone’s mind. My mind. His mind.
Making me want the dom.
Making me only see and feel nothing but the dom.
Making me crave.
Make me beg.
Take me to the sub-space.
Make me do anything that what Dom wants me to do.
My sense heightened. Every skin tingling.
and…. make me his sub.
But you know what? I can also play with the Dom’s mind.
We are equal standing partners.
I can made Dom want me. Crave me.
Tease him with my skins.
Not obey him. Will I let him know that I have intentionally disobeyed? or make him think that I ‘accidentally’ disobeyed him?
What will my eyes show if I look straight into his eyes? arousal? fear? craving? fun?
What happens if I lower my eyes?
Can I or can’t I keep my smile?
How would I touch him? Can I make his sense tingle?
I’m teasing him with words too. He knows it. He plays along it.
The game has began even before we have meet in person.
Who is mindfucking who?
This is such an intellectual, mind blowing game but we are treading on thin ice.
Do not overdo it. I say to myself. He is picking up every signal that I make.
I lick my lips. Yes. Good start. Indeed.
I have never met a person who can play eloquently as he does.
The real fun is the mind fuck that we will engage once we meet in person.