my thoughts on BDSM and living as a submissive
Latest thoughts…
En attendant
Wow. I neglected to write for such a long time. My focus recently has been on my professional life. For the past five years, I have been extremely busy. Always hard at it. Putting in 12-15 hour days, seven days a week. It’s just my life. I’ve worked like that for….almost all my adult life.…
Vulnerable and being a sub
I despise making someone I can’t let go of. Also, I don’t think a guy would really want me. Sexually.I’m far from sexually appealing. Maybe that’s why I stepped into BDSM world 30 years ago.If this is BDSM universe, I reasoned, someone ‘may’ look at me.Maybe I’m sexually attractive to someone, I thought. I also…
Dilemma
I’m trying to think about what I can do about an issue. An issue about my submission. This has happened previously as well. I am a selfish sub. I’m open to giving in, but I refuse to be a pushover.I want to be diminished but not to the point where I will be obliterated.I want…
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